It has been a rainy last couple of days. The weather is so weird. For a week we had super hot weather, and no airconditioning so we had to open the windows to get a breeze. At night it was not much fun because I have a hard time sleeping when I am hot. Then a storm blew in and it rained so much. It has been consistent rain since Wednesday. I love storms so I was excited but it is starting to dull because we have to be out all day in the rain. I like rainy days when you can cuddle up in a blanket and play games with your family not when we have to brave the storms. Also alot of people dont come out of their houses when it rains and they sleep alot, so we have trouble working with them. Every night Hermana Gordillo and I say 3-6 things that were tender mercies for us that day. Sometimes it is hard and sometiems it is easy but we can always find them. The Lord does love us.
My list for this week
1. Storms!
2. Held a frog today, I wish I had a picture but my camera is out of battery :(
3. One of our contacts last week did not live in our area but we gave her address to the elders and they are teaching her and she came to church!!! That is a big accomplishment!
4. I had to drink this malta stuff. It is like mormon coffee. Gross. I only drank half a cup and then my companion was nice enough to drink the rest.
5. We eat almost everyday for lunch at members houses, but sometimes we eat at our apartment when the appointment falls through. I actually really like it. It makes it feel like home.
6. I have been in some interesting bathrooms, I dont want to say they are the worst n the world because I have not seen all of them in the world but yeah.
7. We sing a hymn in every lesson, it is actually really cool and the people dont really think it is super weird. One cool experience was with Hope of Isreal in spanish is Juventud de Israel or Youth of Israel. I had never realized that song was about youth. Maybe I was oblivious but I was able to share with a 9 year old girl named Yuliana that la esperanza es en la juventud. It is true, the next generation is where the hope is that we will pull people out of the darkness.
8. More and more I feel like I am fighting a war against the evils of the world. Not that I dont have my problems with disobedience but the things we teach can change their lives, only if they DO them.
9. For service every week there is this huge mountain of dirt that we are moving. It is hard work but it is good. The elders help and we make a little more progress each week.
10. It is weird that people can tell I am from the united states, a lot of the people here look like they could be from the united states but I dont look like I could be from here. It is interesting, sometimes it is fun but sometimes people are annoying and I am not willing to put up with them :) Oh well.
11. My spanish is getting better every week, I hope.
12. There are so many inactive members of the church here. We have over 1000 people in our ward boundaries and less than 100 come to church. It is so frustating. We now spend the majority our time working with them. My companion says that it is like when they get baptized they get put into a bag that has so many holes that they slip out. We are working on plugging the holes and fortifying our ward.
My testimony of the Gospel of Jesus Christ has expanded so much. I think I understand a little more how Jesus felt when I was like I dont want to go to church or read my scriptures today. He was probably saying, you know what is good for you so why wont you do it? I find so much joy though when people do come or they have read. The culture here is that they believe in Jesus Christ but that belief doesnt cause them to do anything different. People dont really like them to change but our message is one of change. Repentance requires us to change. I am learning that as I am changing my life and helping others change their lives as well. Also don't please dont let a week go by that you dont help the missionaries in some way. You dont have to be scared to have to missionaries over and have them teach your friends. Just tell your friends that you care about them and this is something that makes you happy and invite them. We can only invite as Jesus does. He cannot make us do anything, read, pray or attend church, He can only invite like it says in Alma 5.
I love you all and I am chugging forward,